Life After the Elections
I enjoyed the experience of running for an elective office; I did as well as a one-person campaign can do. It was important to do it this way -- to develop the prototype that could be replicated at some future time and purpose.
My feeling was that I could be the best candidate I could be -- but I wasn’t going to coerce, deceive, manipulate anybody else into believing so. That’s never been my style. On that score, was how I actually judged my success -- whether I wrote the best flyer I could, whether I spoke the best five, three or one-minute presentation I could, whether I had a positive interaction with those I came into contact with. What they then decide to do with their vote, was a matter I left entirely up to them.
And for that, I feel very, very good -- validated that I did it in that way. One can win many different ways in life, and one can lose many different ways in life. I defined what was a “win” to me -- as communicating to people with that regard, because that is what disturbed me most about politics -- especially losing without grace and dignity, of which the theme of my campaign was the damage Al Gore had done in undermining that regard for public figures.
I think he cared too much for winning -- at any cost, even if he had to drag down the entire electoral process with him. He, more than anybody else, should have known better -- than to undermine the credibility of all government -- because an election outcome was not to his liking. If nothing else, political leaders, should be good public examples -- if they do nothing else. If they go “OJ” on us, there is no depths which society cannot plumb.
People compete reflexively whether they are competitive or not -- lacking the insight to see themselves as everybody else does. What the Lingle contest did was blow everybody out of the water as far as that kind of campaign can be run. Probably nobody will run that kind of campaign again -- off the charts. But somebody had to do it -- to discourage everybody else from thinking they can do it better.
So now people have to do it differently -- just like when the novel or short story is perfected; the other great writers have to discover another genre if they want to excel. Somebody else has already maxed out the existing standard -- and those serious about being top performers in their field of expertise, have to discover another.
Fortunately, I’ve never seen myself as an organization man, of which the politician is its ultimate manifestation. I’ve never seen the need to hold an office to speak as though one with authority. That’s probably a severe handicap in politics.
Winning other people’s approval is not a highly cultivated skill in my universe; what I generally try to find are those few who do appreciate what I do and say -- rather than doing and saying what they approve of. In this way, I’m more like an artist than a politician. That not everybody likes me, hasn’t been a great cause of concern for me throughout my life. It was just nice for me to know those who did and those who didn’t -- and that is a truth worth knowing -- regardless of the outcome. That’s how life and the truth is discovered.